is zack again

2012-01-02T08:42:00.001-08:00

sometimes i wish i have life as good as others...

have a gf..

have $$

have friends that care...

i've been good to everyone but it's not enough..

bye2011

2011-12-31T09:33:00.001-08:00

my birthday passed almost a week ago.. i worked on that day :)

Hang out with some friends in Overtime and headed straight to Genting for Starbucks.. it din't seems like any celebration for my birthday, coz i really din't plan what to do for my birthday..

i'm suck at doing this kinda shit when i expect everyone to enjoy that day.. i would prefer ppl giving me surprise party or just bring me to anywhere...

It's quite sad when i think about that i don't have any birthday cake for years.. and i get no presents at all this year... my bros did nothing too... :((

it's lagi sad when my bro told me that he had lots of presents from close or random friends for his birthday... i'm jealous!!! But, i know that i'm not the famous guy in the crowd... so, can't really expect much every year.. but every year i still feel sad even that i pull down my expectations...

FOREVER ALONE!!!! >.<

the end is here!

2011-08-21T00:04:00.001-07:00

feel hard to let myself disappointing ppl that tried to take advantage on me.. cuz it's not me at all... but at the same time i'm relieved as this week has reached... bye suckers!! and my ears were open all this time.. don't think i dunno what u guys being thinking and talking bout me =)..it's expected from my plan...

musings...

2011-07-16T12:02:00.000-07:00

shall i keep post anything in here.. it's pretty dead and i'm sure nobody's reading... but i wonder how on earth that the readership indicator shows i got more than 1500 visits.. i don't keep on pressing the F5 button. it's a rape cast. i'm not that desperate... =.=

anyway i've not uploaded any other pics of the tea art exhibition.. sigh~

lost

2011-06-21T12:10:00.001-07:00

preview... 2011 Tea Art Exhibition (Tropicana City Mall)

2011-06-20T23:22:00.000-07:00

beauty and beauty

2011-05-11T14:42:00.000-07:00

hate it or like it...

2011-05-11T13:55:00.000-07:00

要我怎么忘了他

2011-05-03T08:29:00.000-07:00

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
歌曲名：要我怎么忘了他 
歌手/乐队：谢霆锋-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

F               Am     Dm              Am
   到最後 终於还是要离开  不要哭 他说我们不要哭
   到今天 回到相约的地点  才发现 身上带着那个钟
       Bb                Am    Dm   Gm            C                  F
   点了一杯咖啡  放下一个小小的钟   约定了时间不要说再见 然後我们各西东
   点了一杯咖啡  加了一点一点心碎   想起那一天没有说再见 忍不住有点心酸
  Dm               Am     Bb               F    A7
   忘了他  要我怎麽忘了他  放了吧  就像放开手中沙
   忘了他  要我怎麽忘了他  放了吧  一切都是水中花
  Dm               Am    Dm      Bb    C         Dm
   如果啊  如此深爱还是虚假我将永远迷失在无边的海洋
   是他吧  彷佛看见他的长发从最熟悉走到最陌生的挣扎
  Dm               Am   Dm       Bb    C         Dm
   看见他  有一些话请告诉他有些爱是真的谁都不用害怕

taking one step at a time

2011-04-23T00:09:00.000-07:00

design flyer for my bro

2011-04-22T23:22:00.001-07:00

my artwork for the upcoming welfare committee's events

2011-04-22T23:05:00.001-07:00

CHANGE for a good reason!

2011-04-11T00:43:00.000-07:00

it's time to change...

it's time to get an ATTITUDE!

random

2011-04-01T13:23:00.000-07:00

2011-01-12T14:03:00.001-08:00

ain't

2011-01-12T04:19:00.001-08:00

it's a new dawn

it's a new day~

2011-01-03T21:02:00.000-08:00

exam starts in 2 more days.... when can i really sit down and take a look at the notes?

The Last Day

2010-12-22T19:21:00.001-08:00

It's the last day of my 20

i get to

learn

approach

feel

and experience

lots of different and new stuffs this year

i get to

know

more about the real face

the mind

and

the ugly truth

about the ppl around me. Feel kind of fun sometimes when i act stupid and denying just about anything. I get to see what they feel,

what they think

and

listen to what they wanna say

some annoyed

some laugh

some thinks that i'm insane

some totally get mad at me.

well, i'm done with my experiments now.

some of you may think that i'm a big liar all this time after reading this

calm down, and reflect what you had said and done all this while.

Actually i'm quite happy with my life

God bless me with friends to be my brothers and sisters

(you guys know that i'm just the only child,right?)

some become my mentor

some become my hater

some become my lover

all i can say is

a big

Thank You

to whoever you are that had spent some of your time out of your lifespan to be my friend

2010-12-16T08:06:00.000-08:00

exam starts in 3 more weeks.. will i be able to chase all the time that i have wasted???

2010-12-13T12:47:00.001-08:00

决强说不通。。。哈哈。。。。是我太入戏吗？

2010-12-11T10:34:00.000-08:00

i'm in the second year of Advertising now... and my dad still asking me why do i leave Banking & Finance =.= arrrh!!!!

2010-12-11T10:16:00.000-08:00

we don't stop playing because of g r o w i n g old

we grow old because we s t o p playing

i like this...

2010-12-11T10:15:00.000-08:00

started to work out again since last week.. hope it last long this time... i dun wanna b a fat ass...

2010-12-06T11:31:00.000-08:00

not in a good mood...

wat i feel

2010-11-21T13:17:00.000-08:00

i feel so helpless now... things are getting so emotional lately... and it's just happening in me... it involve nobody at all.... but of course, it's all affected by other people... i'm getting more and more psycho.... i'm starting to think about death too...... the images of jumping down from a high rise keep repeating in front of me..

5W

2010-10-15T11:43:00.000-07:00

why do people affect my behavior all the time??

where's the real me??

why should i think that other's are always right?

what makes me such a chameleon ??

who caused me to have such characteristic?

when was the last time i being the real me?

FAILED

2010-10-15T07:57:00.000-07:00

things not working the way i wanted again!!!!

i failed to buy the interface!!! argh!!!

n i used up all my salary!!! damn it!!!!!!

dude, it's time to reconstruct your life!!!!

很想

2010-09-20T09:17:00.000-07:00

很想哭，但是哭不出来

我以为，我那么伟大能够撑到最后

时间跑得好快我抓不到世界的卷边

每天都有起起落落

很想找个人来聊聊

把所有不愉快都忘掉

T.T

2010-09-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

i'm a damn careless guy

i have a damn sucking life

i made myself a bastard

SUE ME!

scarry!

2010-09-18T10:39:00.000-07:00

i broke something... something that is very crucial in friendship... and i lost the same thing that i broke...

things doesn't work the way i wanted...

2010-09-11T12:39:00.000-07:00

can i just pretend that i have never met u before? i wish to erase all the memories.. they are turning into a pain for me now.. it's hard to make things to work the way that i wanted.. i have no choice.. don't just give options that i won't even give a damn second to think about it! no way!

2010-09-03T11:14:00.001-07:00

last paper in less than 10 hours more.. i couldn't sleep.. sigh..

2010-09-01T03:48:00.000-07:00

gonna work straight after exam.. from 5th sept onwards... thinking what should i do with the money..

wish to buy an interface.. but then still dunno which one to buy..

n then save the rest of the salary...

2010-08-24T12:01:00.000-07:00

exam's coming.. start on 29th August, it's a Sunday.. =.=

still looking for answers

2010-08-04T01:51:00.000-07:00

lif4's a maze

dont' you agree?

一夜长大

2010-07-01T11:05:00.000-07:00

sent bro Clarence to his new hostel last nite.. he begin to work today onwards. Feel kinda unbelievable.. haha... yup, time pass without any pauses... feel kinda weird writing this down actually.. =P

the nite before that, we took alcohol (and tobacco) all nite long.. first we went to 7eleven for tiger.. then carlsberg... Clarence wanna make me drunk, but it's not enough for me to get drunk.. n then he took his black label out.. (i was waiting for that for too long,wakaka) ehem.. it was nice.. way better than beers.. we talked our heart out during that nite(we confess almost everything, lots of shits and awesome stuffs)..
he did puke (all the way to the neighbor downstairs, we were at the balcony at 11 floors high).. when it was almost morning, clarence beh tahan and straight away go to sleep leaving me alone cleaning up...T_T c'mon i was drunk too! winston complain bout me messing with him after i get drunk... funny... lolx

the talk that we had that night was unforgettable.. it gave me a strong impact on me... 一夜长大，是这样来的吗？

tiring evening

2010-06-22T11:33:00.001-07:00

went back to Seremban just now.. it's all about the road tax.. at first wanna ask mr. Wai loon to accompany me.. but he's preparing for a test tomorrow.. so i look for mr.Winston. but he's missing.. he's not at home and didn't response to my call.. so i took my last resort, mr.Tse Kai.. haha.. went all the way to Kepong to fetch him..

around 9pm reach seremban

went to my home.. changed the road tax.. and nothing to do after that..
decided to 'yum cha'.. mr.Teh came back Seremban today too... so we all gathered at Al Wazer Central together with mr.Keiji and his wife, mr.Daniel and mr.Duck.. (LMAO)
watched France's match too.. damn noob... France team really got an issue..
after 'yum cha' both of us back to kl again..

1.00am reached Tse Kai's condo..

feel very tired now.. got class at 8am.. gotta rest early today..coz tomorrow would be needing all the energy that i have..

random

2010-06-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

Assignments are pilling up again.. It's more harder than last time. It's really a suicide if you wanna re-sit some papers in this semester... sigh.. i'm not really talented in designing stuffs.. i think this is the hardest time for me then.. and i really need a new computer system.... this old lappy wont be suitable for me to use dy...

U_U..... >.<..

2010-06-18T04:21:00.001-07:00

darn it!! i skipped my whole day today... i'm really having an issue now... it's hard to sleep earlier these days.. gosh... and it's so tiring to wake up in the morning...
argh!!!!

later goin to watch Toy Story 3.. bought the ticket earlier dy.. but, ah gan "fong fei kei" at last minute! i have to pay for his ticket !! argh!!

sleptover

2010-06-16T22:10:00.000-07:00

eek! i got two alarms! but they fail to wake me up! missed my lecture again.. but still going to d tutorial later.. instant noodle and milk to start my day..

random

2010-06-16T13:23:00.000-07:00

omg, my blog is dying again.. It's cause by the laziness of me. It's getting harder for me to type out anything that i wanna say here..

2010-05-23T13:35:00.000-07:00

hmm.. erm.. uhh.. wat the hell..
all i wanna say is that whatever decision that my bro has made, i just have to support him.. i'm just scare of being lonely all this while... but life still goes on. i just hope that we still maintain our friendship while we won't see each other that often anymore.. i'll just cross my finger for u, bro! do ur best in whatever u wanna do.. no regrets,k?

我不想。。

2010-05-21T15:50:00.001-07:00

it's the second year.. things change again this time... my bro decided to withdraw from coll.. quite upset to hear this news from him.. i can't do anything. feel disappointed too... now i have to go to classes alone...yaya, i have other friends there.. but i'm really 'alone' now.. just me and mr.zack... maybe i should start talking to walls? cmon, there's nobody else in my class that i can talk to..

1st performance..

2010-05-15T10:33:00.000-07:00

just finish my first solo performance.. guitar and keyboard!! 2 songs in a row..
gosh... it was so scary man!! i have to sing as well.. but it's a memorable performance for me... my very first... at least i'm brave enough to stand on the stage.. i did not sing quite well.. and obviously i play my instruments more better than my singing.. but i'm not alone.. clarence perform too.. i have no worries for him..
what am i thinking now?
the road of music is not easy.. i have lots of stuffs to learn! i must have faith in my dream.. Thanks to Jason and Eric for giving the chance.. Thanks to Clarence for opening the door for me! and thanks to myself for not quitting!!

morning world!

2010-04-27T19:05:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since the last time i slept early and wake up early too.. it feels great... can't believe that i can really do this...haha... geez.. i woke up at 7 without any alarm clock ringing! lol.... it's a healthy life!packed up and change my car's lubricant... and now i'm having my breakfast at old town.. i gotta drive back to KL later. have to get the contact list Rachel left for me in the SWC drawer. it's about the upcoming society day... and also attend my guitar class tonite and keyboard on friday.. i'll be alone in KL for 3 days since my brothers are in taiping now.. wish me have a safe journey!

i'm home~

2010-04-26T09:27:00.000-07:00

the journey~
me,clarence and winston went to jalan ipoh to have bak kut teh at around 5am.. it's nice..
fetch them to bukit jalil after the fulfilling breakfast... around 6.30am
the first bus to taiping of the day was at 8am.. so, we took a walk around the area... found out that the garden in the national hockey stadium was awful... the river are polluted.. and the garden is the heaven for mosquito... but we got nothing better to do.. and i grabbed my guitar and play.. we were there till 7.30am.. then clarence and winston set off the the station to wait for the bus... and i start going back to seremban.. the traffic was okay.. and i reached my home at 8.30..

^ ^

2010-04-25T12:26:00.000-07:00

It's time to go back Seremban... gonna drive later.. my bros are going back to their hometown too... but i have to come back on Wednesday for my music class.. i think this is the time for me to concentrate on music since my exams are over.. hopefully i can improve my skills as much as i can in this short period.. gotta miss my bros.. and my bros in seremban, i'm back! but most of u guys are not very free like the old days anymore.. hopefully i get to meet most of them this time...
pa and ah mi, i'm home! (in an odd hour) lol >.<

p/s: wish that me and my bros can make it to the senior year.. don't leave me alone bros..

BYE EXAM!! hello HOLIDAY

2010-04-23T09:51:00.000-07:00

At last! i'm done with my last paper today.. me and my brothers on hyper mood today.. i'm quite satisfy with my last paper actually.. i just used less than 12 hours to study it.. thanks to the tips that Ivan gave me.. fwehh... I'm proud of my self coz most of the questions are not empty.. if i fail MSS 我就切掉 ! haha...

after we finished the exam, we went to the Oldtown in Sri Rampai.. took some pictures there.. and then we head to 2K for billiard game... it's not my game.. i score negative points.. lol.. alrite cut that part.. don't wanna mention how badly i play... lol.. and then we went to HPpot ( cyber cafe ) that just nearby our condo.. It gave me a bad impression.. the internet line was ridiculously sucks.. and there's a large group of malay boys in there that keep on making noises... mostly shouting or yelling.. they play with their mouth i think... i think that's our celebration for today.. lol... all i wanna do for the holiday is to get as much sleep as i can.. i'm done with the sleepless nites during the exam!

my milk tea

my breakfast set 3

omega 3 eggs.. nice

bread with ice cream

tik tok tik tok....

2010-04-22T05:46:00.000-07:00

i'll be having my last paper tomorrow, MMS! later have to fetch Jun De to his new home.. i still don't understand why or how i could helping people moving out despite i'm lacking of time to study... yaiks... i'm so sorry, clarence and winston.. hope u guys don't blame me.. brothers should always help each other out rite?.. planning to hit McDonald's later after sending Jun De.. I'll drive as fast as i can!!

study! study!... but...

2010-04-21T05:27:00.000-07:00

went to titiwangsa mcdonald last nite... the purpose is to study (kononya) for exam... but we all ended up playing Sanguo.. and ofcoz, i miss sausage mcmuffin so much!! and the coffee is good! alrite, the end- we back home at 8am and i din't study anything at all... =.=

:)

2010-04-20T01:43:00.000-07:00

i was so bored when i woke up yesterday.. it was 3PM! and i was hungry.. I knew Clarence and Winston won't be waking up earlier than me.. and so,i made my own breakfast! (erm.. should be lunch, i think)

toast with tuna spread

campbell's mushroom soup with pasta

no one can change me!

2010-04-18T13:41:00.000-07:00

i don't like it when someone wanna set a rule for me if she wanna go out with me..

don't give me a crap.. i'll change on my own..NATURALLY!

cool cool

2010-03-31T14:30:00.001-07:00

i have lines on my head!!

jejeje~

zack- reloaded

2010-03-31T14:07:00.000-07:00

what a day!

i missed my class again today.. can't wake up even the alarm rang like a mad clock. Gotta blame tong pak fu for making me addicted to it..haha.. but it's a nice drama..

i traveled all the way back to seremban today just to get back my baby sunny.. Yay! I missed my car so much.. i love u baby.. hehe.... i even get a new hair cut from Vick too... i love it. (and my mom hates it).. what the heck.. it's my own freewill after all...

And then.. i drove all the way back to KL after that.. It's nice to drive after a month of 'car-drought'....

do i have six sense?

2010-03-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

things back to normal.. lolz..

but not exactly normal.. There's a puzzle that i'm trying to solve.. Somebody are planning something and keeping me in the dark. I feel like i'm going to have a big lost... i hate this kinda feeling. i'm very confuse now..

is me again

2010-03-28T11:06:00.000-07:00

Duh! i made a simple but yet the dumbest mistake this time.. I just made my bro 'tak syok' juz now.. and he says i'm suck! those are one of the harshest words he had ever told me. Maybe i'm not understanding him well enough..or he don't understand me.. or i'm really such a sucker? I seldom talk about me and my friend's business here.. but i got nowhere else to spill. Hope things get back to normal the next morning... :(

doesn't mean anything- Alicia Keys

2009-11-18T20:45:00.000-08:00

Used to dream of being a millionaire. without a care

but if i'm seeing my dreams and you aren't there

'cause it's over

that just wont be fair

darling,

rather be a poor women living on the street,

no food to eat,

cause i don't want no pie if i have to cry.

cause it's over

when you said goodbye!

all at once...

i had it all

but

it doenst mean anything

now that you're gone

from above seems i had it all

but it doesnt mean anything

since you're gone

now i see myself through different eyes,

it's no surprise!

being alone will make you realize

when it's over !

all in love is fair i shoulda been there, i shoulda been there, i shoulda shoulda

all at once..

i had it all

but

it doesnt mean anything

now that you're gone

from above seem i had it all

but it doesn't mean anything

since you're gone

i know i pushed you away

what can i do that would save our love

take these material things

they don't mean nothing

its you that i want

all at once....

i had it all

but it doesnt mean anything

now that you're gone

from above,

seems i had it all

but it doesnt mean anything

since you're gone

all at once...

i had it all

but it doesnt mean anything

now that you're gone

from above,

seems i had it all

but it doesn't mean anything

since you're gone

a letter to A

2009-11-18T07:10:00.000-08:00

have been feeling down for the whole two weeks already.. yup, it's because of the issue that we are facing now.. i knew the reaction from your mom since the beginning. that's why i have been stopping u telling ur mom about us.. we are not from the same country.. and it's far away.. i have never feel the distance between us before. but now i do.. it's not because i don't have the fire red love anymore.. it' because of what you are doing now.. i know that you want to avoid your family from finding who you are with.. calling me to delete you from my facebook and deleting what you wrote about me on your blog and your mom threathening you that she'll cut off your mobile line if she found out that we contact each other on the phone.. it's pain enough for me.. and we have not been in contact frequently like last time.. this is suffering... really.. i rather face with your family like a man... but, i can't stop from whatever you doing.. it's your decision.. you want me to stop being so paranoid.. but it's really hard... i don't wanna lose you... you said that you don't own me.. but deep in my heart, you already own me.. i can dedicate my whole life to you..
for these past two weeks i coudn't do anything right.. my best friend in college do know that i'm facing this issue.. he do tried to make me feel better.. but i keep on pulling my face for the whole time.. sometimes faking some smile... and i think now he's tired of it.. my homeworks and assignments are pilling up... and dad wants me to go home today.. my family is moving to another house tommorow. i know i should be going back.. but i still awaiting for the chance to talk to you again.. i hope that you are not avoiding me now... if you do, i'll be the most miserable man... wish everything will go back to normal soon...i'm missing you like i have never before...

@.@

2009-11-11T07:08:00.000-08:00

have not being updating my post for a while.. this post is to prove that i am still a blogger! LOL..

assignments are pilling up now.. and i still keep on facebook-ing.. the apps keep pulling me to it.. and i have been deep into someone too.. you know who you are.. not gonna mention your name here. hehe...

hmm.. i have a new goal recently. i have to quit smoking now. i don't know how i am gonna make it but i hope i can.. wish i have that motivation.. i know... i would think of piggy! haha..

alrite.. gonna make this post short and brief.. TAta!

back to my old ranch...lol

2009-09-22T05:47:00.000-07:00

i'm back to my hometown now. it's d semester break again. my holiday started with some unpleasant incidents. i had to work at my cousin's shop. it's a prawn fishing center. the indonesian women he hired before was fired. so, i was the only one to work there. gosh, no one know how much phobia that i get.. i'm scared of prawns! i mean the living one.. and even the dead one.. it's slimmy skin...and d smell of it.. eww... but yesterday was the last day i worked for him. so glad that i had stop.. it's been a boring day staying at home. there's no internet at my home.. sucks.. so i look for some friends.. and we ended up with no where to go.. i explored the whole seremban already.. literally.. luckily there's restourants that provide free WIFI service here. i can spend hours there.. i'm missing my piggy so much.. aww... cant wait to c u again, piggy...

teaser

2009-09-12T07:32:00.000-07:00

sorry for not blogging so often..

it's exam again.. my last paper is on Monday..

it's been a great week.. probably the best week of my life..

2009-08-29T22:59:00.000-07:00

no mood for merdeka.... gonna wear black tomoro... i'm sad for this country...

Malaysia... what colour are u?

2009-08-16T18:24:00.000-07:00

It's August again.. the month where malaysian celebrates their triumph over colonization.
as my age are slowly coming closer to 20, i bare in mind that the only gift that left for me as a Malaysian from the last generation is the right to vote in the general election..

days by days, bad news heard from the mainstream and independent medias..
government wrong doings... corruptions... cronizations...
what they've done?
me as a part of the y-generation are easily biased..
what we see
what we heard
is what we believe..

when Malaysian wanted a new hope for them, the BN punish us for being ambitious..
try recall back the incidents that happened in just 1 year
first the hindraf..
then, RPK and the bloggers..
then, Perak crisis..
then, somebody got their naked picture circulated(selangor)..
then, somebody got detained for voicing out their disatisfactions..
then, MANY BODIES din't survive the detentions..
then, they shut the student's mouth by black mailing the students..

I wanted a good future for myself..
if i vote for BN, what do i get?

easy business ? (bos, mau gi minum teh? i belanja) and become a big fat "businessmen"?
my future tax money will be used as part of the fund for somebody's big big bungalow?
move to malay populated township? (there's where all the taxpayer's money flowed to)
put my children in Sekolah Kebangsaan? (easy to pass SPM, no need take chinese.. they set a low margin to help those NON-NON-bumiputra,got it? )
a PM with a name that closest to the word "najis"

etc...

what if i vote for the opposition?

i maybe one of the ppl that visit ISA (i'm writting this post anyway)
i got block from entering the local universities
more more ppl die ( u know why)
not enough fund to repair a poth hole on the road..
etc....

but things could be different if the opposition outnumbered...

i love this coutry.. not because of the government.. the government din't do anything for us.. even a PR in AUS could easily get a free medical service...in here, we're like shit for them to take out their time to take care of. I LOVE this country because of the PEOPLE.. and food (lol)..

Friends, voice it out loud the voice within u! We are not dummies! Negaraku, tanah air milik kita.. Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan-Ku kurniakan keadilan kita..

p/s: pls don't racist anymore ,guys...

morning...

2009-08-04T16:50:00.000-07:00

it's 7.50am now.. me n clarence reach coll around 7.25am today..
later it's our turn to present for d advertising assignment... 4 other members havent turn up yet..
today's class going to start at 8.00am...
wonder how i going to do later in the presentation..

o.0

2009-07-30T01:54:00.000-07:00

aiyo.... i very soh zai leh.. nobody forget me actually... hahaha...
all my frens still stay d same.. maybe i think too much liao.. wakaka..
laz saturday we went to Melaka for a trip. hmm.. quite enjoy.. i will post some pic later...
hmm... friends forever!

is me again..

2009-07-10T01:58:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since d last time i update my blog..
there's reasons for me to stop for a while. i have been thinking for some time about this life.
why all the stuffs that happened will happen again? is there any way to stop the cycle?
i hate this cycle...the friendship cycle...
the friend that had been a best friend of mine had turned my old best friend.. it happens to me once in a few years... why do i have to face this? i hate it when my best friend no longer wants to talk to me.. i hate it d most if someone try to cut contact with me... what kind of great evil things that i had done to make them go away?? i din't do anything at all... i'm really really really sad when i'm losing a friend... and for no reason! damn this life!!

on the other side, my new life in college are getting much more brighter than before.. new friends keep coming. everyone loves to talk..play...and share the same interest too... the bond between the students in my group are getting stronger day by day... and this time i break the habbit.. i somehow manage to stop going back to seremban on weekends. i think my new life really belongs to here... i got group mates staying in the same condo.. this never happen when i was in banking and finance.. perhaps, it's fate...

hehe..

2009-06-23T01:41:00.000-07:00

clarence lost on some bet and i accompany him going to d atm machine.

while i was waiting for him, i notice this;

take a closer look...

haha... got it? naughty me...

happy go lucky?

2009-06-18T02:47:00.000-07:00

Feel so free now. Just wanna say something here..
It's my first week driving to college.. so far so good..
Everytime i hear my friends having some problems whatever that they are doing makes me feel that i'm lucky enough.. I don't meant that i don't have any problem at all. But maybe it depends on oneselves personality. I don't feel terrible when i was having a problem.. Maybe i do learnt something from my past experiences. All the problems will be solved.. It's just a matter of time..

2009-06-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

just back from wangsa jusco
bought some small items.. but can cost me till rm7+.++
clarence n cj really naughty.. make me buy beer....dat's y can b so expensive.....
dunno tomorrow got enuf money for pasar malam o not...
God of fortune, pls help ME!!!

2009-06-17T01:51:00.000-07:00

it's not a bad day for me. Thinking how i'm gonna start my assignments first.. and which to start??

some of my dream items

2009-06-07T07:17:00.000-07:00

Omg.. i'm so in love with adidas..

check this out

adidas porsche design bagpack

porsche design watch..

love it..

Zack is in Away mode

2009-06-07T06:15:00.000-07:00

There's something happenned in my life for the past few weeks. Something twisted my life. I don't use the word 'interferrence' to refer those changes. It's kind of akward for me...

I got a new group of friends in college now. We are still new and they could'nt compare to my bunch of brothers in seremban. I do feel some difference in myself.. No, i haven't change yet.. I think it is just because that i'm trying to make some adjustment to fit in.. I just didn't hang out with my brothers at Seremban for 1 weekend and damn, Alex started wondering and questioned me.. Duh, i just wanna rest myself.. I won't stop hanging with you all. I love to hang out with you all.. I have been trying very hard to make myself live happily...

Back to streets..

2009-06-03T08:36:00.000-07:00

Wow, it's been a long time since the last time i hang out around bukit bintang. I'm so tired man...
here's a highlights of d day,

i finally found the kind of bag that i wanted and i grab it without hesitating.. It's a bag from Adidas in Pavillion..i wont tell the price here..haha

We (my new classmates and a friend from Seremban) had our lunch at Carl's Jr. It is so worth it! We get an ample amounts of fries that we cant manage to finish, refill any type of drinks that we want, and a 'king size' burger just for rm2+.++.( and we have never feel that full before)

None of us that came back home empty handed. (but we ALMOST manage to empty our wallet).. lolz

Well, that's a simple wrap up of the day..

oh, ms.June!

2009-06-01T02:52:00.000-07:00

1st tutorial starts today.
and i overslept the 1st tutorial for today..
make some new friends.. and feel kind of relieve to be in this group..

recycle...

2009-05-26T05:10:00.000-07:00

So sorry guys for not updating my blog. I have been away for the whole month..
My issues are all over now. I'm in advertising now. Gotta bid farewell to banking and finance.
I know it's not easy to start all over again. I'm gonna put more of myself into what i'm studying now. Kambateh!!

hmm

2009-04-11T01:11:00.000-07:00

2 weeks more.. and everything will come to an end....
it's not the end of the world for me..
i'll try my best to talk to my dad..
It's just two ways left for me.
1, register another course
2, go to work
i think these two will be my only options left for me...

Life's tougher, huh?

2009-04-07T09:46:00.000-07:00

There's something keep playing on my mind again and again since last week..
I'm trying to figure out a solution for my problem..
And it's hard..
I knew i wasn't suitable for the subject that i'm taking now.
And i wanted to change course..
i spoke to my dad about this on Saturday..
and he wanted me to continue on..
But, my heart wasn't there to keep on studying..
I forced myself everyday.. but, it doesn't work..
I'm quite reluctant to quit now actually.
I new found friendships will just gone if i quit..
Yah, i'm "kiasu"..
So what? Everyone is so 'kiasu' in this world..
Sigh..

My bad..

2009-04-01T23:43:00.000-07:00

i'm back.. it's Thursday..
I chat with a girl that i less chat with recently.
I guess it's the first time we talk for more than 3 minutes.
She was dull..
Her bf just broke up with her..
She was quite dissappointed with that guy actually...
he left her with lame excusses..
the girl admits that the boy get bored with her already.
they have been together for more than 1 year...
and it just ended this way..
Who's faults is it to let it end this way?
hmm..

On the second thought,
their situations reminds me of my secondary school days..
I was like the boy..
try to find any excuse to dump a girl if i get bored..
if any of my friends say something like 'your chick looks fat' or something like that, i definitely would dump her..
Irressponssible!!
that was the word..
Oh my god.. i've been such a bad boy in school..
i think every guy share the same experience...
Most of the guys would try to hide themself
or turn their back when there's problems...
and quite less of boys would face the problem..
But sometimes i faced some of my problems..
after some motivation that inspire me to do so..
Those old school days were over..

心痛

2009-04-01T07:26:00.000-07:00

Lyricist[作詞]：方炯鑌Composer[作曲]：方炯鑌Producer[製作人]：陳冠甫Arranger[編曲]：沙維琪
我知道妳要走
妳卻一直沒說出口
只是變得越來越冷漠
後來我才懂
分手的話妳說不出口
我就忍著痛給妳最後的溫柔

分手
我們就分手
就讓我說出妳要的
妳點點頭
就沉默連再見妳都略過

心痛
怎麼會心痛
我以為心痛只是種形容
這一刻我才懂那一種痛
是真的痛

想說聲抱歉
讓妳等了那麼久
還以為有機會能將妳挽留
因為我的心還是深深的愛著妳
沒想到妳對我的愛已到盡頭

分手
我們就分手
就讓我說出妳要的
妳點點頭
就沉默連再見妳都略過

心痛
怎麼會心痛
我以為心痛只是種形容
這一刻我才懂那一種痛
是真的痛

Remember yesterday?..

2009-03-24T22:33:00.001-07:00

time pass so swiftly.

there's too much of regretions in our life...

should i still wondering the motives of my life?

is there nothing could be done to change the wrong?

i'm such an idiot for defending all the wrong decisions that i have made.

There's nobody could change it for me. It's up to my next move. There's to much uncertainty in this life. Can i just sit here and wait? or just continue on? or act bravely to change it all. Maybe i should. I can just forget about all the stupid mistakes and continue on with the second path. I'm too selfish to make any resposibilities. All i want is the feeling of hugging the green grass field in the garden and look at the blue sky. All the problems would just fade away from my mind. All i can do now is just take a big breathe.

Hoosh!!!! Monday!!

2009-03-23T01:01:00.000-07:00

Oh,Monday!!!
yup,it's Monday..i guess most of the people share the same dillemma on monday...
monday means the end of all the crazy parties and gotta back to work..
and me? got to back to college..
i have to get up at 5a.m on my every usual monday and get prepared before getting ready to go back to K.L...
i going back to K.L that early just to avoid getting trapped in the traffic..
Today K late picking me up and we have to face the crazy traffic this morning.. and his gf was deep asleep...
when reach my hostel, i gotta wash all the clothes i wore last week..
there's a washing machine here.. so, dont' think that i'm so hardworking..
after finishing all the chores, i went to college at 10..
i'm suppose to meet Melvin and Beh at library.. it's for the assignment..
but Beh got the wrong time and though we suppose to meet at 12.. gosh..
it was just me and melvin...
the deadline is this week.. and we havent even started a stroke of it..
are we going to make it??? í dunno..
all i want to do now is just sleep...
i'm so tired.. argh..

i won't fake myself..

2009-03-19T08:38:00.000-07:00

it's been an emotional roller coaster ride this week in college.. everyone seems like treating me differently. Sometimes they ignored my existence.. What's going on?
did i say or did something that upset them?
this week maybe is my quitest days in college..
i'm not here to complain.. i wont just write this purposely to attract attention...
I'm here to ESPRESS my feelings..
i am who i am... i wont change myself purposely to please somebody..
i don't need alots of friends... a TRUE friend is worth million times more than those fakers outside there.. i don't mean to offence anyone.
I'm just tired of feeling dissapointed.

Amnesty criticises Malaysian arrests for insulting sultan

2009-03-18T23:44:00.000-07:00

Amnesty International on Wednesday condemned Malaysia's move to charge eight people for insulting a sultan on the Internet, saying it was a serious blow to freedom of expression.
Six people were charged last week over comments posted on a royal website, under laws banning the transmission of vulgar or threatening comments. Another two were brought to court in northeastern Terengganu state on Monday.
One of the eight has already pleaded guilty and has been fined 10,000 ringgit (2,699 dollars) in the first conviction of its kind in the country, while the others face trial after pleading not guilty and up to one year in jail.
Amnesty urged the Malaysian government to drop all the charges, saying the move was a "very troubling step backward."
"This development is a serious blow to freedom of expression in Malaysia and has set a very dangerous precedent for people wishing to express their views on the Internet," Sam Zarifi, Amnesty's Asia-Pacific director, said in a statement.
"The Internet was one of the few venues available for Malaysians to express their views relatively freely, and now it looks like the government will extend its restrictions on free press to the web," he added.
The comments were posted during a political crisis that broke out in January in northern Perak state, pitting the Pakatak Rakyat opposition alliance against the Barisan Nasional coalition which rules nationally.
In a controversial move, Sultan Azlan Shah ordered the Pakatan Rakyat state government to quit after defections upset the delicate balance of power in the state, which changed hands in general elections a year ago.
Malaysia's government has expressed frustration over its inability to rein in blogs and Internet portals, which have become popular alternative news sources in a country where the mainstream media is tightly controlled.
Since last year, the government has taken action against several online figures, including arresting the nation's most popular blogger Raja Petra Kamaruddin under a tough security law which allows for detention without trial.

sing along song

2009-03-16T04:14:00.000-07:00

I wrote this song It's not too long

Cause I'm thinking about you

I wrote this song

Maybe I'm wrong to be called all about you

I don't know what you think about me Maybe you think nothing at all

But,maybe you could just lie to me

We could be in love, you see

Let's sing a long song that not too long

It's when I think about you then

I hear song and you can sing alone

Maybe if you won't want to

Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you

I wrote this song It's not too long cause

I'm the one who loves you

i wrote this song this can't be wrong

I don't wanna smile without you

I just want to make you happy

Maybe you want nothing at all

How I wish that you are mean to be forever and the day with me

It's a sing a long song that not too long

It's when I think about you then I hear song and you can sing along

Maybe if you don't want to

Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you

In every way, you mean more to me

then you love more

Girl, I do my best to show these words are true

And if you like to make a song in the perfect harmony with me

I find the greatest words to sing

so we could write our own romantic thing

self-talk...

2009-03-04T01:04:00.000-08:00

it's the 3rd day of my 3rd semester.. everything seems normal.
I have been fussy about something since last week. But now i got the answer for it..
Thanks to my cousin. (thanks,bro!)
Looks like a new life have begin for me.
From now on i won't be worrying about anything else. Once i did my decision, i won't change my mind easily anymore.
hmm.. this is a dialogue to myself. i know you guys won't be understanding what i'm saying.
Nvm, i leave it this way...

why love??

2009-03-03T03:55:00.000-08:00

can i live without love?

i think i can...or couldn't...

It's so frustrated when i look at other couples on the street, in the mall, or everywhere i go...

Humans really can't live without love, is it?

hmm..

I'm tried to find everywhere for ms.right.. but i don't know why till now that i'm living a single's life..

I thought of alot of things when i have a gf in the future.

i will give her a morning call everyday so she wont be late.

i will pick her up to everywhere she goes..

i will not leave her lonely...i will be her best friend..

i will love her in everywhere..

i will be her favourite teddy bear to be hugged..

i will be the frog for her to kiss so i will be her prince forever..

There's so much more things that i wanna do.

memory...

2009-03-02T20:22:00.000-08:00

Million thanks to the gang.

It was my happiest birthday ever. Thanks for making my life filled with endless fun and joys.

frustrated..

2009-03-02T19:55:00.000-08:00

Gosh!
i lost my password and the username for my old blog..
i just created in not more than 2 months.. sigh...
so, stop saying that i'm lazy to update my blog... i just lost all the keys entering it only...
haiz...